I woke up with a dizzy head,
and a torrent of memories, conflicting ones, complementary ones came flooding to me. I was on the verge of explosion, short circuit.
For a moment I felt as if I became that child again. That weak, defenceless and helpless child that could do nothing but stand and watch. Watch how they torture and hurl insults at me. People were milling in the background. passerbys. They stared for a moment and then walked on, pretending as if nothing happened.
And then for a while, my head coudln’t feel anything. The chemicals couldn’t produce and mix, equpping my brain with an inability to feels any emotions. What was left was this numbness. Surprisingly enough, this numbness caused pain.